wow......ok

Not that I should get ticked off, but I do. My roommate always downplays me whenever we are with guys! It drives me frickin crazy! I don't know if she realizes what she says, because sometimes it just seems like she doesn't know how to control her freaking mouth, but most of the time I'm pretty sure she just wants to keep the guys on her side. Seriously though! I'm not even remotely as pretty as she is, yet she gets defensive. No matter what. Today for example, I'm laying on the couch, sweatshirt with the pocket half hanging off, no make-up on and in my byui basketball shorts......i mean, how ugly could I make myself. Anyways, she comes in with this guy and they smell that I've made popcorn. I told them that I was going to watch Elf but decided against it and then the guy started making a conversation with me and telling me how his family loves that movie and then when the conversation died out, she pops up out of nowhere and tells the guy that I ate spaghetti with syrup on it because I wanted to be just like Buddy the Elf. Fan-frickin-tastic. He looked at me like I was the craziest person in the world, and I was sitting there trying to justify myself while she just made things worse by telling him that he should try it, oh but wait, he's a health nut..........k wow. I felt like I gained ten pounds on the spot. Scariest part is....she wants to live with Maria and me next semester because she wants to get away from one of our roommates. And her mom really likes me and told her that she cant lose me. ha..............friends for life by the sound of it. sad part is she told me one of the first nights we roomed together that in high school she didnt have many friends because the ones she did have she lost because she annoyed them all away. (does this make me sound petty?)

crap.

Patience is something i need to learn with her.

Besides that small annoyance in my life, things are running smoothly! I'm going to Brazil in a week and a half (remind me to take my car the the mechanics before that) and school is almost over! Free and easy down the road i'll go!